Plz u dont need to be bcos the darkest moment is closest to dawn.Hang on plz n beleive God.meanwhile just like me; I stayed 1 yr plus.wat u have to do is pick up a secondary school at least to get ur brain n urself busy.dont feel shy to do dat 4 it will be bad of u begging 4 money 4 transportation,credit etc.ur joyful moment is close by.