It is not the end of life my bro. I think you should stick to your guns and don.t give up...You can accept it as a steping stone if you can while looking out for fresher and refreshing options. The only mistake you can make is if you stop trying... U don't move,nothing moves if you don.t apply a force..So I will say go out there and claim what is yours..You can do it.It starts from within...Conquer your fears. Best regards