my broda do not loose hope, God knows you, and He sees wat you are passing through. He has a better plan for you. Only lean on Him, be still and see his salvation. remember Habbakuk says " for the vision is yet for an appointed time but at the end it shall speak and not lie though it tarry wait for it, it will surely come it will not tarry. Meanwhile engage yourself in some IT training. God bless and see you through
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Imposicad, Pls dont join Militians.......... this one is also risky (plus you having to take peopple 's life).
It si only God's hope that can last us..........
all other things are secondary.
My case is similar..but right now , i thank GOD dat i'm a small-scale self -employed in Diesel sale/merchant..with just a starting capital of N120,000.0 (a saving i did for 1 year i.e 10,000.00 per month during my NYSC)
We all got to think on our to make the system works in our favour.
Cheers.
Expression of oneself is simply by displaying the right attitude.