my girl frnd's past- guys pls help

i met dis chick 2wards the end of nysc.we talked a couple of times and started dating.she told me some things in d midst of discussions abt her past.she's lived a bit of a rough life while in sch bt here am i,never had a date in sch cos i was the academic type.thinking abt her past doen't make me happy coupled with the fact dat i aint gat a job,so less tins to tnk abt.so i tnk abt her often.i'm obsesssed abt her.worst of it is dat we are nt in same states.she 'luvs' me and i luv her too.but i'm always kind of nt happy thinking abt her past cos she's my first date.wat do i do.