HELP MY SITUATION!

Hello house i was recently deserted by a girl i love so much,as a result i developed High blood pressure and was hospitalized for weeks, but thank God am alive.it all happen when she cam back from nysc camp in the western region of the country, and suddenly she went wild, clubbing and doing all stuff that are wrong, she eventually went back for are primary assignment, after telling she don't love me anymore. now the question is can i find love again and trust, please advice me, coz am lonely and i already developed hatred for some ladies expecially Ones from UNILAG